Its ironic that I want to work for myself, from home, or more specifically from anywhere, and yet when left to my own devices I get jittery and moribund and generally sit around and do very little.
So, here I go, back on the merry-go-round.
I either have no time because I’m working all the hours of the day to make money, or I have no money because I’m sitting around doing nothing. The strange thing is whilst I’m doing nothing I’m usually feeling really stressed and anxious because I really need to be doing something. And yet, I need the time to unwind and unravel because I feel so wound up.
Ugh! Seriously, this has got to stop.
Balance is the key. I’m aware, I just don’t have any clue what that means to me.
And mostly I lament my lack of motivation.
So … day 5 has been lost in procrastination.
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