Day 19: Doubt

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After my productive day on Wednesday I spent much of Thursday just surfing.

I’m amazed, and frankly intimidated by the depth of truly great sites there are out there. I think back over my random wafflings here and … well, I doubt.

I doubt that I have something interesting to offer.

I doubt that I will ever make any money.

I doubt that I can ever succeed with this venture, let alone in 346 days.

I had a job interview yesterday and I got the job. On one hand, yay! I won’t be starving in the street; but on the other now I will be trying to build a successful blog on a shoestring budget of time as well as money. It just seems such a huge task, for anyone, let alone me.

I cried when I got the job, both out of relief and disappointment.

I want to work for myself. I want to be a successful Internet marketer. I want the lifestyle where I can work at my own pace, doing things that I love, producing work that’s meaningful for me and others.

So, I doubt, but I’m not going to stop, because this is what I want more than anything.