I’m struggling, both with my belief and timing.
The problem is the endless chaos that is life swirls around and, at times, becomes overwhelming. It’s all I can do to keep up with the demands of my day without taking an hour out to work on this blog.
At present I’m managing maybe three hours a week at most. Consequently I don’t get any “flow” happening … meaning every time I go to actually spend an hour I’m having to reassess what I was doing and why before I get down to the actual business of doing it.
It’s creating a feeling of frustration and anger at myself. Why can’t I just do the work! It’s my future here and I’m dithering it away.
One of the things I’ve noticed about myself over my holiday is what I think about. I worry. Quite a lot.
I have a vivid imagination as well so I can effortlessly visualise how things might go, should they go pear shaped.
I need to bring my focus back to what I want, both in terms of my business, which is reasonable easy with my mind movie, but also in my everyday life.
My goal here is to enjoy my day. Happiness is the real benefit of everything I’m doing. It makes life seem magical and interesting and fun. And that attracts more magical and interesting and fun people and situations into my life.
So … I need to focus on being happy.
There are two key ways to do that … 1) visualise what you want and how that will feel and 2) be grateful for what you already have.
Get on with it then!
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