Day 113: Furniture Shopping & Self Doubt

We spent the day looking at furniture.

I feel really guilty about not doing some actual cleaning or packing, but as my partner says, we spent time together visualizing and that’s important as well.

Plus … an opportunity to relax and unwind.

Still, by the end of the day I felt quite keyed up and anxious.

I think it may be all the decisions still to make.

I don’t know why, when my future looks like so much fun, I would see it as stressful. Perhaps because of the many, many things I’ve still to do.

Plus I feel this low grade guilt about not working on my business at the moment, even though I know ordering my life, visualizing and bonding with my partner are all things that will make my business much more successful.

I guess I just feel this underlying sense of … uncertainty.

Is this really what I want?