There’s no denying it; I’m irritable, grumpy even.
Today was a huge day. I drove around 500km, which in itself isn’t that much of an issue, just the stress of running around trying to get everything finished before the end of the day.
I was anxious before I left though.
I just had this feeling that something wasn’t right. Nothing that I can really define, but just an overall feeling of worry.
Of course by the time I got home I was very stressed and it took quite some time to come down.
Long enough to have quarrels with my loved ones.
I’ve noticed that when people in this household feel like they’re being confronted they “tell” on other people. It’s weird. Rather than just deal with the matter in hand they try and deflect attention to someone else. Don’t they realise that even if they get the other person in trouble it reflects as badly on them.
To me I’d just rather deal with the situation. Lets have it out. All this hiding away feelings is not in anyone’s best interest.
I think the real issue is that I’m honest, probably to the point of bluntness, and people don’t like that. But rather than just say Lisa, that was hurtful they hide their thoughts and emotions.
Life sucks sometimes. So do people.
But then maybe it’s just that I’m feeling irritable; Grumpy even.
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