I feel totally frustrated.
No matter what I do I cannot seem to get anywhere.
I have this small window of opportunity in the morning when I get up to work on my business. But I also need to do important tasks like make a budget, get control of my bills and at the moment I’m still unpacking stuff around the house. It’s pretty much chaos in a lot of ways.
When I get home I’m usually stressed. If I don’t take the time to relax then the stress simply mounts and mounts until by the end of the week I’m feeling wrung out and then the weekends, when I might actually get some stuff done, get wasted away because all I want to do is curl up in a ball and pretend that everythings alright.
The upshot; I try to do more, get more stressed and need to take more time to destress.
Ugh!
I want my business up and running now.
I want to quit my job so that I can devote lots and lots of time to this business and make lots and lots of money, work on new projects and just generally move forward.
I want to give up the commuting which “bites the big one” its so frustrating.
Most of all I want to relax and enjoy what I’m doing with my time.
I want to be happy.
I want to have time to spend with family and friends.
I want to build a fabulous garden.
It rather takes the shine off all these things when they need to be achieved in little small windows of opportunity when I’m not doing chores.
(and just to make things more frustrating my computer is acting up!)
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