Sometimes I get all sad and lonely and full of despair. Being a person that likes to address the issues the next question is OK, what am I going to do differently? What am I going to change? Where would I like to end up?
And the reality is this is exactly where I want to be.
The things I want, in no particular order are:
1. own my home
2. help my children get their lives on track
3. build my own business generating over $100,000 per year
4. be part of a loving, supportive and rewarding relationship
5. become financially free
6. travel the world
These are the things that mean something to me. Everything else is just noise in the background.
No matter how sad or lonely or … whatever, that I end up feeling these things do not change. This is what I want to do with my life. I am crystal clear about that.
Turning those things into reality is just a little challenging at times.
But … If I know that I’m not going to give up then there’s nothing to be worried about.
OK, this whole project is $100k in 365 days, but in all honesty I never believed that would actually happen. I mean, me? Lisa Rutland? Who am I kidding? I’ve never achieved anything spectacular in my whole life.
And I guess that’s the issue that I need to deal with.
I can do this. Even now when basically I’ve wasted 150 days. I can make this happen.
All I have to do is believe.
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