I feel very unhappy at the moment and really think that just getting through the day is a big enough challenge. I admit that I’ve bitten off more than I can chew. I simply cannot cope any more. I’m taking steps to deal with these feelings – getting some exercise, trying to relax, eating well, […]
My Projects
Day 101: Stressed Out To The Max
I think I’ve officially reached the spot in my life when I’m no longer effective. I keep making mistakes. I hate making mistakes. Plus, I just cannot seem to focus on anything. Even the most basic of tasks seems beyond me. I’m just plain stressed out! Getting through each day is a bit of a […]
Day 100: Progress Check
So …. I’ve spent 100 days working on this project and so far what have I achieved? Very little is the answer. Although – I have this sense that I want to focus on plus sizes, what with being a plus size myself. And I’ve done keyword research to back this up. I’ve done a […]
Day 99: Depression
I feel quite strongly that I need to loose weight. Mostly because the extra weight is upsetting me so much. Usually I’m a fairly easy going sort of a person. I deal with things as they come up; process them, address if necessary, and then let them go. This doesn’t seem to be working the […]
Day 98: House Cleaning
Faced with the imminent prospect of having to move I felt the absolute conviction that I needed the house scrubbed as much as possible this weekend. I pushed everyone mercilessly creating quite the dramas and arguments in the process and now I realise I miscalculated. We have a whole other week before we leave. Oops.
Day 97: The Realities Of Being Big
They want me to wear a uniform at work. This in and of itself is not a big deal. Add in the fact that all the other people at work are slender and you might begin to see my problem. The first issue is there’s unlikely to be a collection, range or store even that […]
Day 96: Once Upon A Time
I want to tell you a story, or more importantly remind myself of a story. In November 2006 my best friend gave me a DVD to watch – The Secret. For me it was the key that I had been looking for. I was trying to move forward and had reached the point where I […]
Day 95: So Tell Me What You Want
If a Genie came along and offered you three wishes, right now, what would they be? I’ve given quite a lot of thought to what I want for my life. Things that I want right now are: 1. I work for myself, from home, part time (20 hours per week most weeks, occasionally 30 hours […]
Day 94: Change Is Coming … Oh Wait, It’s Already Here
I feel like I’m on a bit of a roller-coaster at the moment. We’ve just purchased a house and settlement is still a month away. The house we’re in needs cleaning and that feels like a mammoth task. It’s a big house and I work full time so that’s a real issue for me to […]
Day 93: Attitude Is Everything
Lately I’ve been feeling alternatively very happy and very overwhelmed. Which feeling is predominant in any given day appears to be decided simply by my attitude. If I’m feeling stressed then I worry. If I’m feeling in control I feel happy and excited. In both cases I’m usually visualising – thinking about what might happen […]