My Projects

Monday night I took it upon myself to give up sleeping. I’ve had about five hours sleep over  the last three nights and am so exhausted it’s taking all my energy just to function. I’m so exhausted. Woe is me!

My partner started night shift this week and the end result for me is that I can’t sleep. The results were pretty predictable and by Wednesday I was pretty shattered. I decided that the best route forward was to expend more energy and try and get organised for next week. Also predictable my energy levels […]

Sometimes I get all sad and lonely and full of despair. Being a person that likes to address the issues the next question is OK, what am I going to do differently? What am I going to change? Where would I like to end up? And the reality is this is exactly where I want […]

I can’t help but think I’m as effectual as a priest in whorehouse. I just can’t seem to get anything happening. In some ways I feel as if my life has become an endless round of work and chores. Simply put, I am not having enough fun. Easter weekend is looming, one of the biggest […]

I am totally shagged, which is a local phrase which in this instance means very tired. I’ve done little today except sit around and, um, do little. I had an engagement party that I attended in the evening and stuff like that always makes me anxious. And when I get anxious I eat. Then I […]

I made up with my partner today. We’d been … well not fighting exactly, because seriously, you need to be talking to fight, and we weren’t. I tell him that’s how it goes; I need to discuss to clear the air. He prefers to just ignore everything and hope it goes away. It is a […]

I’m slowly getting back into a happier groove. It’s the little things that make the difference. Like visualizing,  which I do any way but if I don’t direct my thoughts it becomes worrying. Taking some time to arrest my thoughts and redirect to a better place is a good thing. Plus, I’m working again. I […]

I’ve just got started on a new project. We are landscaping the yard of our house. We want to put in a carport and shed, a deck, retaining walls, gardens and fence the whole lot. It will turn what’s essentially a useless yard into something actually quite beautiful. Well that’s the plan anyway. Today I […]

I feel like that’s going to be my epitaph. That Lisa, she just kept on going. Still I guess that’s where I’m at. Persistence is the only thing I’ve got going for me at the moment. I do feel very down. Still, keep going hey.